Saturday, April 30, 2011

"otter"ly speechless


I would stay up all night cooing over otters.
Seriously though, how could you see this picture and not?

"Clinging on: Just like a human baby, the whelp enjoyed suckling his mother's milk before eventually dropping off"


my favorite part:
'They were really sweet and after a while the mother got hungry
and rolled her son into the water so she could dive for clams.'
hehe. This article made me miss my parents even more.
I miss falling asleep on my mom while watching tv together.
I miss being carried back home by my daddy after falling asleep in the car.
Sometimes I would pretend to be sleeping just so he would carry me in.


I miss that.


Goodnight, every one.
As I grow older, I'm learning more and more
that there's no better bed to fall asleep on
than the warm and secure embrace of a parent.
sigh

"Be at rest once more, O my soul, for the LORD has been good to you"
-Psalm 116:7

Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Good Friday


Taking an impromptu trip to Bath, England, I attended the Good Friday service held at Bath Abbey, a very old church founded in 1499 (!). It was different from what I was used to. It was a music service where a choir of fully-gowned adults and children quietly proceeded to the front and sang excerpts of Liszt. It was a music meditation service that took you through 14 stations leading to the Cross.

Quite frankly, I needed this. This time to simply rest, meditate, and pray. Though the service was a lot more formal and liturgical from what I was used to, I was struck by the reverence shown to our Father. I could tell that everything was intricately planned, rehearsed, and put into practice. Perhaps it was the voices that filled the air and sounded like a heavenly chorus, but everything just seemed so..sacred. I was reminded of God's holiness in that still sanctuary.

"Holy, holy, holy is the LORD Almighty; the whole earth is full of his glory"
-Isaiah 6:3

Tuesday, April 19, 2011

Dank je wel


Pronounced "dahnk yuh vel", that has been the only phrase that I have been able to retain from this past weekend's whirlwind of an adventure. It means "thank you very much" in Dutch.

It became very useful as I met such kind people up in the north. From the waiter in Brussels who slipped us some chocolate after our meal, to the lady at the ticket counter who offered us a specially discounted train ticket, to the sweet people at the metro who walked us to our next destination, I was blown away by the kindness that I had been shown during the past few days.

3 days in 3 different cities = exhaustion + lots of good memories

I came away from this trip so in awe of how God brings people together and holds everything together. Bobae and I could not get over the fact that after all these years, a friendship that began in seventh grade homeroom had made it all the way over to Europe. It was like a dream and we had to constantly ask ourselves during the trip if this was all real.

Our first stop was Brussels, Belgium. This was our meeting point because it is situated right between Paris and Maastricht. Brussels was a lot smaller than I had expected and there were far too many peeing statues, but I enjoyed the melange of old and new in this bustling town. Did I even mention the chocolate, beer, and moules frites? Mm Mm Mmmmm ;]


The next day we headed over to Amsterdam, Holland in hopes of seeing the annual flower parade. Unfortunately, so did the rest of the world. After spending the afternoon at the Van Gogh museum, we took the bus, got stuck in traffic, ended up walking along the road in the light drizzle, and arrived to find out that we had missed it by two hours or so. It was fine though, because we came across a beautiful patch of spring flowers at the Keukenhof garden.


My last day was spent in Maastricht, Holland where Bobae is currently studying abroad. Her hotel school is located in the middle of the woods, which was already a big change from what I was used to--there were lots of trees and hardly any noise outside. Honestly, I loved getting away for a bit. We grabbed yummy fries in the city and laid out on the grass by the waterfront in the afternoon. The weather was perfect, and I would not have spent it any other way.


"And he is before all things, and in him all things hold together"
-Colossians 1:17

Friday, April 8, 2011

Praise



Beautiful God
Laying Your majesty aside
You reached out in love to show me life
Lifted from darkness into light
Oh

King for a slave
Trading Your righteousness for shame
Despite all my pride and foolish ways
Caught in Your infinite embrace
Oh

And I find myself here on my knees again
Caught up in grace like an avalanche
Nothing compares to this love love love
Burning in my heart

Saviour and Friend
Breathing Your life into my heart
Your word is the lamp unto my path
Forever I'm humbled by Your love
Oh

Take my life
Take all that I am
With all that I am I will love You
Take my heart
Take all that I have
Jesus how I adore You

And I find myself here on my knees again
Caught up in grace like an avalanche
Nothing compares to this love love love

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Thankful


I am thankful.
Thankful for a Father who,

even when I resist,
even when I try to run and hide,
even when I'm scared,

relentlessly pursues me.
This is love.


Dancing and Leaping



"Tucked buns, loose curls
rosy cheeks as she twirls

heel toe, tippy toes
silent steps so no one knows

pink tights, ballet shoes
posture ready for the cues

coquelicot, butterfly
dance a story...float on by"

I was inspired to write this little poem while observing the girls do ballet exercises.
Some of the ballerinas from my music class have recognized me in there and now use ballet as an excuse to justify their lack of energ
y in their afternoon class sometimes. Through those gleaming eyes, they try to elicit some sort of sympathy from me.
Oy, these clever little ones.

Anyways, the ballet teacher said something that caught my attention today. To help the girls balance after their jumps (this combination in action is adorable by the way), she told them to imagine a string attached to their head that’s being held up by someone.

Surprisingly enough, I witnessed little girls vastly improve their one-foot landings and saw huge grins spread across their faces. It was a work in process, but that was all it took. No physical help from the teacher; no technical prowess on their part. They simply had to imagine someone being there—someone above them, holding them up.

Faith. I forget that that was all it took for Peter to walk across the water to Jesus—the realization that someone who CAN do it is holding me up so I can do it too.

Daddy, I pray for greater faith. Faith so that when life tells me to take a great leap, I will close my eyes and see you so clearly. That I will learn to confidently land on my feet because you never let go.
girls doing a routine to "Frère Jacques"
"If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,
even there your hand shall lead me, and your right hand shall hold me."
-Psalm 139: 9-10

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

To the cutest couple in the world:


Happy 25th Anniversary
Thank you for showing me what unconditional, faithful, sacrificial love
looks like between a man and a woman. For giving me a glimpse of God's abounding love.
And for just being you...the hilarious, cute, and sometimes embarassing duo you are.
I praise God for bringing you together that spring day in Korea and that you stayed faithful to your promise. After all these years, daddy still puts an apron on to help with the dishes and mommy still cuts his hair. Dad still gives mom massages and mom jokes that they hurt.
You get younger and younger through the years.
I know it was never easy, but thank you for perservering.
Thank you for being so strong. Together.
I love you 아빠 and 엄마.
God bless you.

"we still are young couple!!!!" -recent email from mom